currently listening to: CAROLS [Ayumi Hamasaki]

the prelims are over~

and i think i have a screw loose in my head. can't believe i'm actually hoping for the prelims to be longer. I DON'T WANNA GET MY RESULTS!!!!!

thinking back, i think i really messed up my prelims. i can just imagine the big fat red mark on the top of the cover of my maths paper, and it will also mean that my dreams for the first 3 months in JC is GONE, and it will also mean that i am FAR FAR away from my ridiculous dream of getting into TJC, or, in fact, ANY JC.

and i can just imagine mr das asking about dragon's milk and i will go: "HUH??? what milk?? dragons?? i dunno! you mean dragons do have milk???"

awW shucks. here's a warning: i may ("may"? u kidding??) get cranky when i receive my results, so steer clear and do not ask me ANYTHING about how i fared or risk my fist coming into contact with your face. *visualising*

maybe you guys should get pikachoo to disturb me when i'm in that mood.

oh and did i say i was going to stop blogging??

oh yeah i did! but considering i need to let off steam especially since it's just after the prelims... maybe i should just come back..... FOR A WHILE.

bought a new manga recently-- AMAHARA MAHOU KOTTOU TEN. the story is waaaay warped. imagine a grandson falling for his grandmother who resembles a 5-year old child when the grandson himself is already an undergraduate. *ahem* hard to visualise, so i shan't.

and Star Ocean Blue Sphere book 2 came out today!!! haven't have time to read it, plus i'm gonna go out later with the... erm... with the..?? hey, maybe we should give ourselves a name. something like "THE INCREDIBLE LAMERS", which consists of two pervertic aunties who are experts at generating hentai-related thoughts, and one violent buttock (err, sounds funny) who is really a writer who specialises in pervertic stories, plus an apprentice lamer whose skills are increasing everyday under the guidance of yours truly, and finally a sweet AND lovable AND kind AND gentle girl whom everyone loves!!!

wahahahahahahaha.

i came across something really infuriating.

演唱会中发生不快的小插曲
w-inds. 在名古屋开完演唱会后，有一个竟然对着w-inds. 扔垃圾，为了这件事，凉平完全不理会，龙一回去哭的很伤心，而庆太是气的一句话也不想说，他们不知自己究竟那里做错了，为什么是他们w-inds. 的fans还要对着他们丢垃圾，而且这也已经不是第一次的事了，w-inds. 希望如果你不是他们的真正的fans请不要去想那些不愉快的事情。

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可恶的家伙!!!我要诅咒你!!!! *诅咒*诅咒*诅咒*诅咒*

do they have peanuts for brains or what? someone should stuff a smelly shoe down their throats and bind their hands and legs with raffia strings and cut off all their hair and sew their lips together (add super glue for better effect) and throw them down the sewage so they would sink and go deeper and deeper and finally drown in a pool of faeces+urine+whatever.

wah... i never thought i could come up with all those cruel stuff. but maybe i should look on the brighter side. maybe she was trying throw them a rose while holding on to a packet of drink in the same hand and just as she was trying to throw the rose, the stem got stuck in the hair of a crazy fan jumping up and down in front of her so she ended up throwing the packet of drink instead.

or maybe she was eating a packet of chips when suddenly she spotted a cockroach in it so she choked on the food and was so shocked that she threw away the packet of chips and it ended up slapping onto w-inds.'s faces.

or maybe they knew that keita likes to eat so they were trying to throw him a packet of food, but they took the wrong one (which they have already finished eating) and threw that instead.

or maybe someone ate a banana and threw the skin onto the floor so the poor girl slipped on it and the banana skin went flying onto the stage.

or maybe osama and a bunch of terrorists disguised themselves as japanese girls and wanted to mess up the concert by throwing rubbish at them.

i am running out of excuses. it's so sad!!! can't imagine how they'll be feeling when the rubbish comes flying through the hair, which from far resembles a spotlight source but it eventually got bigger and bigger and slammed into their faces.

AHHH!!!! I WANNA KILLLLLLL!!!!

plus Jpop Forum is down. i can't figure out where they've gone. ARGGH!!!







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