currently listening to: Hiyashinsu [Aya Matsuura]

seating on the toilet bowl with my head leaning against the sides of the sink (located conveniently just beside the toilet seat), i thought my life was over as i vomit out pools of PINK substance and felt the lower back part of my body resembling that of a running tap.

please do not picture the sight. i am embarrassed already.

i ended up skipping the HISTORY MOCK EXAM, which i suppose was a good thing, and spent the rest of day sleeping in bed under layers of blankets and vomitting out whatever i had ate in a myriad of colours with body temperature of 38.5C. comparing it with the latter, i preferred the exam.

after sleeping for about 3/4 of the day, i thought i was healthy enough to at least touch the computer and work on the shirt. after only staring at the computer for an hour, i felt ready to puke and i did just that after successfully installing the troublesome photoshop cs into the computer. so i ended up sleeping the rest of the day away.

in general, I HATE nausea. is this how i am gonna feel if i finally get pregnant one day?? then i'm NOT GONNA HAVE KIDS!!!

so i'm rather back in shape today, minus the strange feeling that's lingering around in my stomach as if waiting for the right moment to make me puke rainbows again. just thinking about the re-exam that i'm probably gonna seat for tomorrow makes the threat even more realistic...

*pukes*

strangely, xinwei and my cousin fell ill yesterday too. i'm not sure about xinwei but i heard she had the same symptoms as me (feels suspicious about the PASTRIES) but my cousin really had it. he was suppose to go for the NDP rehearsal yesterday (the P5 rehearsal) but was too sick to attend. considering how excited he was about it the past few days, he was really dealt with a blow when he realised he was gonna miss it. he must have been really disappointed. the fireworks display changed this year too.

oh, i'm probably gonna be away for quite some time, due to the fact that i'm not going to have the computer with me for the rest of the week (mother's gonna go overseas). so no more updating until then i guess.

sigh.

and i have yet to work things out for liping's present, which is ALREADY overdue but i just do not have the energy to go shop for it (sick sick sick...). i guess i'll have to make it up to her somehow... so sorry...

for some unknown reason, i feel like going back to choir for just a short while and sing my heart out. then shall be able to mix with shihui and the like again~~ maybe i shall pop in with the others some time but i just hope i won't get the.. *ahem* TREATMENT.




記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。