currently listening to: Thank You My Dear Friends [Aya Matsuura]

a day where the timetable promises to wear us out on every tuesday of the week, where we would have FOUR SINGLE periods CONSECUTIVELY and another THREE periods of FOOD AND NUTRITION (made worse by the presence of pikachoo). before we had a chance to psyche ourselves to prepare for the next lesson, the teacher walks in and demands the class to stand and greet her, forcing us to drag our feet to a stand for the SEVENTH time of the day within TWO hours. what's worse?? getting splashed by their saliva (esp when you're sitting in the front row) and an earful from them complaining how unpresentable your work is and demands for it to be redone. ok, i wasn't the one who redid it (poor judy~) but i was the one who stood there and got scolded though.

all through the day, with a HELL of a timetable and teachers who all seemed to have gone all awry in their heads today, i was suffering from ACHING LEGS, which forced me to walk in a half-seating fashion for some part of the day. i looked like an idiot who wanted to have a seat badly but had a wart on my butt that prevented me it from having any contact with the ground. just a comparison, but it was THAT bad.

the thing with me, the thing that made me sit here, typing away, is the fact that i have NO determination at all. i was staring at the social studies source-based questions and i suddenly felt sick of humanities and went to bed with my hair wet so i am now suffering from 'deformed hair' due to the bad quality of my hair, which, supposedly, is inherited from AH MA (referring to the one in choir). hey!! what's with the lousy genes!!! *furious-ing*

i have a bad feeling that if this is gonna carry on, i am not only going to suffer from DEFORMED HAIR, but also the nightmare of FAILING my prelims, ruining my hope of getting into TJC. can't understand the reasons for the sudden disinterest in studying. worse thing is, i think i actually LIKE DOING MATHEMATICS nowadays, especially in class. jiepi (jiehui) claims that it's because i can bombard her with questions which i don't know. partly true, but my sudden passion for maths is creepy.

I WAS BORN TO HATE MATHS!!

so let me get this clear, is this a stage of puberty where my body is gonna change both physically and MENTALLY?? if so, WHY AM I STILL SO SHORT???? and i don't want my mentality to DEGENERATE!!! liking maths is a forbidden sin.

guess i'll snap out of it soon. this can't be happening. not so much of maths, actually, but because I CAN'T CONCENTRATE ON MY STUDIES!!! urgh... what should i do.

maybe i'm just too tired today. no, i'm just to tired everyday. no, i'm... what am i saying?!?!?!?! EXCUSES NOT ACCEPTED!!! must work hard must work hard.... *suffering from examination breakdown*

CAT B GRP 1!!!! CAT B GRP 1!!!! CAT B GRP 1!!!! CAT B GRP 1!!!! CHIONG AR!!!!!!~~

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oh, the best thing that happened today is probably the fact that we (xinwei, jiehui, judy, alrina, me) came across a MANGA SALE at white sands, where the mangas ranged from only 20 cents to 50 cents!!!!! can't believe our luck when we discovered the treasure cove. can't believe MY luck either, when i found out that the mangas i wanted were not included in the sale. X_X

so i thought i'd try my luck at the 'PICTURE BOX', where crazy schoolgirls were digging through it to find the pictures that they wanted. as usual, i wanted w-inds.'!!! so i joined the crowd.

something hit me as i was diggin through the pile. w-inds. pictures at the measly price of 4 for $1???? INSULT!!!!!!! so i stopped digging.

HOWEVER, i returned to the box (i don't know why either), with the company of the rest of the gang, and we started digging like CRAZY AUNTIES for w-inds. pictures (for myself) and laughing to ourselves while the salesguy eyed us suspiciously, as if deciding between calling the woodbridge mental hospital and taking our picture with his HANDPHONE and sending them to the school with the lable "CRAZY HAISIAN AUNTIES", then threaten to send them to the newspapers if the school did nothing about our 'unruly behaviour'.

as if the press would care.

anyway, we manages to uncover FOUR w-inds. pictures while i was squealing to myself in glee, attracting the strange stares from the schoolgirls that were around us.

HOW EMBARRASSING!!!!!

but for w-inds., who cares. should be more concerned over my studies instead, and i sound like an 'o' level student who has freaked out only FOUR months before 'THE SHENJING MASSACRE' that is going to take place in our school hall not far in the future.

FINE LAR!!! i'm one.

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