currently listening to: Sepia no Hi [Cardcaptor Sakura]

i have absolutely NO idea of what to do about the class T, and this is bad. maybe i shouldn't take it so hard since there are still others designing the T as well. just feel that i should really try to come up with something *bu gan xin-ing*. must come out with a design even if it's the worst design on earth!!!!!!!!!

ok, i shall work on it after i have finished typing this entry.

because i wa distracted from my fnn project so many times when i try to write this blog while working on it at the same time, i decided today that i shall finish my fnn project before i blog, and i did it!!! *wahahahahaa* it does help me to concentrate more on the project. wish it was the same with my homework though.

oh and i got stuck with a maths problem early in the morning today. felt a little embarrassed because while alrina and jiehui was trying to make me understand the solution, i couldn't get it even though they've repeated upteen times. the fact that they had to draw a model (yes, the one you draw when you were solving your maths problem sums in Primary3/4) before i could understand what they were trying to say, proves that i am a complete maths IDIOT. they were practically shouting the solution into my ear (without self-realisation but i don't blame them) and i still couldn't get it.

sigh, how depressing....

MUST WORK HARD!!

oh, and xinwei came down with a really bad case of cramp today. went home halfway and managed to skip PIKACHOO's lesson. is this what they call a blessing in disguise?? anyway, she looked really bad and vomitted the medicine that i gave her (suppose to ease the cramp). a little puzzled because cramps and vomit don't seem to go together, if you know what i mean. just called her and was informed that she did NOT see a doctor. *stunned* i would have got myself an M/C if i were in her state.

other than that, today can't be considered a good day either. did not bring lots of books to school and had to share most of them, only to find that pipi did not have her notes as well!! just when we were in a frenzy, marilene graciously lent us her notes and shared with stefanie and co. instead. felt really grateful.

due to events that took place today, i decided to bring EVERYTHING to school tomorrow. well, almost everything. my 'aimed-to-be-used-for-10-years'bag can't take the pressure. (pardon the poor english. i can't think of any word)

all through the various lessons that i had today, i kept thinkng of the class T and how to design it. i guess it kinda came through to me that we are one of the last classes to come up with it and we should really start to work on it already. but i should just take it easy. it's in power of my mind!! to myself: relax LAR!!!! *hits myself on the head*

oh and the best thing that happened today was that i managed to survive half the day WITHOUT EATING!!!!!! *wahahahaha*

and for your information, i did not stuff myself with food after that. *proud-ing*

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。

Tuesday, June 29, 2004

9:50 PM

currently listening to: Kagayaku Sora to Kimi no Koe [Ranma 1/2]

tingxu told me today that the scar that was made i accidently scalded myself yesterday is permanent.

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

as if that is not enough, i am suffering from gastric pains right now. *oWw*

MORE WILL COME.

and i have a lot to do with my F&N project today. no, within this week. have to edit my research and try to dig up my summary which i sworn i had done but did not know where i had saved it in. SO! i have to go work on it now already.

oh oh oh! and i downloaded 3 episodes of Factory Generation yesterday, plus a TV feature on w-inds.- nai nai sai zu. *wahahahaha* i guess it's not hard to guess that i did not have much work done yesterday. too caught up with watching w-inds. on the screen~~~ *w-inds. fangirl mode: switched on*

and i had tuition with EMILY today --- this is so depressing. she kept blabbering on with ideas that she THOUGHT i had in mind, when actually i had the OTHER idea in mind. try to butt in and she says: "be realistic lar, girl. don't try to argue with me blah blah..." i didn't even have a chance to tell her that she had misunderstood me!

@W$^%&^%@!*&

oh! the best thing that happened today was probably the fact that i got lots of people to donate money to the NKF Children's Charity Fund. Zhijun even donated $5!!! what a generous girl (this my true words, i'm not apple-polishing). i guess most of them are influenced by the current drama serial that displays the hard life that those children are living. NO WONDER THEY WANTED TO ISSUE ME THE CARD.

fine, i know this is probably one of the most boring blog entries i've ever typed, but i am really lost for words. sorry about that. gotta gimme a chance! nothing really happened today that i could write about anyway (except for the donation thingy)!!!

ok, i'm off to work on the project~

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。

Monday, June 28, 2004

7:07 PM

currently listening to: Kirei Da [w-inds.]

nothing new. i get burnt all the time. well... all the time recently anyway.

incident no.1:

went to country manna's and tried their soup for the FIRST time. while trying to peel of part of the pastry from the soup bowl to satisfy my cousin's hunger, i stupidly touch the ends of the bowl with my fingers and let off a piercing scream(nah.. you know it's not true-- i just yelled). this left a mark on my fingers for one whole week (it was my only free week too).

incident no.2:

got burnt by the joss sticks while, erm.. trying to burn it. wasn't so bad though. it just hurted (is there such a word?)for half the day.

incident no.3:

was trying to turn the fire off the stove and as i turned my hand at an angle, i got burnt by the steaming rice cooker, located CONVENIENTLY beside the stove for reasons which i am currently investigating. for your information, this happened today and i am stil suffering from its after-effects, which is a searing pain somewhere near my elbow. it is gradually toning down to form a scar that strangely resembles scars formed when my mother strikes me with the cane (when i was little).

the above happened within just one week. expect more to come.

ok, shall cut the crap. it's the first day of school today and i was rather fine, except the the nagging worry in my mind that the prelims are approaching and i have done absolutely nothing about it YET. yeah, that's bsaically what happened today.

oh, and i had a stomachache too. had to drag jiehui (aka pipi) to the toilet while i did my business (TWICE). a little embarrassed because it wasn't very sweet smelling. *ahem*
oh, and i am in the committee in charge of designing the class T-shirt too. it's a little disturbing because i had came up with a design, except that there are absolutely no cartoons on it. yanwan told me today that they wanted cartoons on it and i was a little, er.. struck. but i think it should be ok except that i have to spend more time designing~ have a plan in mind but still doubtful whether it will work though. many others are in the committee too so maybe we will combine our designs and come up with a better one so it shouldn't be too much of a problem.

right now, i gotta concentrate on my studies. like the FOOD & NUTRITION project, which i had no idea was for the 'O' Levels until recently. this means that my project is completely below my normal standard (trying to get away from PIKACHOO's nagging so i din really put in all my effort)and i should really try to touch it up.

going off to work on the project~ hope that everything will go on as peacefully as today had (without the burning).

a picture~! just feel like putting it up.

one of the pictures i found on an anime quiz.

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。

Saturday, June 26, 2004

11:19 PM

currently listening to: I Lay My Love On You [Westlife]

although it had been quite some time ago that i received news the Daran Publishings has fallen, it is only until now that i realised my future manga life is being threatened.

i have just found out that all of my favourite mangas, series which i have yet to finish collecting, IS ALL UNDER DARAN!! well... most of them anyway (and that's bad enough).

Tokyo Underground.... Spiral~ Suiri no Kizuna.... Inuyasha.... Matantei Loki.... GONE!!!!! (and more)

inuyasha isn't too bad.. received news that another publisher is going to take over its printing but Spiral and Tokyo??? NO NEWS!!! *tears out hair*

and my latest craze, matantei loki the manga season 1, used to be under Daran Publishings and they completed the printing. the problem is, now that they have packed up and left the manga world, matantei loki CAN NO LONGER BE FOUND and i've only JUST started on the series!!! i can still pin some hope on the fact that since spiral and tokyo underground has not been completed, maybe another publisher will decide to pick it up again. but for a series that has already been completely printed, who's gonna carry it again??? ARGH!!!!!

if you are not capable of carrying on your business, why pick the hot favourites to print anyway!!!! make people's life difficult.... *curses* [referring to Daran Publishings]

the fall of Daran has a very big impact on the manga world, especially for the Chinese, or so they say. now the only reliable publisher who carries most of the hot favourites (such as FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST~) is TongLi Publishings. how can we live on only ONE publisher?!?!?!

referring to the word 'reliable' as mentioned in the earlier paragraph, i am not even sure that TongLi will not back off so suddenly as Daran did. i mean, Daran was an ESTABLISHED publishing company with a reputation that could fit the GODS in the manga world (ok, maybe i am exagerrating... by a LITTLE). no one expected it to fall, no one expected that TOKYO UNDERGROUND would be gone just like that, but now, IT HAS FALLEN. so it's really hard to say that the same thing wouldn't happen to TongLi too. *ch0i!** touches wooden table *

ok enough blabberings about the manga world, i bet half of you wouldn't know what i am talking about so i shall cut the crap (but i am still very sad... *sobx*).

i was halfway home from Takashimaya (AGAIN-- dragged by my mother) when i stared out of the window seat and caught sight of a bespectacled girl seating in the car beside us. flipping through the pages of what i thought i recognised as a HISTORY textbook, she has studying the pages diligently despite her kid brother (well, at least i think he is her brother), who was seating beside her, throwing the watermelon-shaped cushions about.

while watching her i suddenly realised that besides going to school for remedial lessons (by coercion) and rushing to complete my holiday assignments, i had done basically nothing to upgrade myself. despite the fact that i had shamelessly declared that i would PIA (work very hard) during the June holidays, i had done nothing except for working day and night on this blog (going blog-crazy). then i thought of my brother and his defeat in the battle against the Terrible 'O's' 2 years ago (i felt his results were 'FANTABULOUS' except that he had a D7 for ENGLISH and that.. was bad)and immediately felt a sense of emergency to do something about my slackiness (is there such a word??).

it's probably a little late now to be thinking of such things but this always happens. sigh. am thinking of working REAL hard next term but again, that's what i always say. in addition, the fact that my NEXT exam is gonna be the PRELIMS itself, i am almost sure that my end is near.

i don't think i can afford to do badly in my prelims. i need to attend the first three months of JC and get all the help i can to enter TJC. I HAVE TO ENTER TJC!!!!!!!!!!!!

all talk no work makes the talk worthless. i gotta really do something about it. can feel the stress acting on me right now, propelled by the saddening fact of the demise of DARAN PUBLISHINGS, or rather my TOKYO UNDERGROUND, MATANTEI LOKI and SPIRAL SERIES....

sigh. have a feeling that it gonna be a bad term. imagine me having to return to the dreaded school compounds and hear the sinister ringing of the schoolbell once again. not to mention the screaming teachers and piles of homework they are gonna give us so happily as if they are scattering coffeti.

PITY ME BAH!!!

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。

Friday, June 25, 2004

6:29 PM

currently listening to: Stay With Me [Seki Tomakazu]

just came back from a strenous trip with my pals, juliana and regina.

was talking with regina that i realy should change her testimonials into juliana's. JULIANA CAN REALLY WALK. already halfway through the journey, i felt my fragile legs begin to quiver and shake gently. however, at the end of the journey, there was no more quivering--- because i HAD NO LEGS ANYMORE.

and i have to admit it was a pretty unfruitful trip for the trio of us. two hours after we have met, we started wandering about the streets aimlessly (with my feet hurting as if a herd of elephants have just chosen to perform a 'healthy massage' on it), anf finally settling for the one and only KINOKUNIYA, where i came to the horrifying conclusion that i had not my coupons with me.

it wasn't so bad because i wasn't really poor today. when i finally settled on buying the MANTEI LOKI RAGNAROK manga which i have spent the first 4 hours of the EARLY morning watching the anime (PARTLY the cause of me being late by 1/2 an hour for the appointment with the 2) with my brother (who was cussing away at the inferior quality of the god dammned VCD), i headed over to the counter to assume my position in the queue, only to find that at the end of the queue stood the tall and mighty wall, impenetrable and seemed to be warning me not to come any closer otherwise it might just squash me to death by sandwiching me between its stomach and the big fat lady in black who barely succeeded in squeezing into the queue too. it suddenly hit me that KINOKUNIYA was filled with people who had been squeezing and pushing me around without my notice because i was too engrossed in introducing FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST to regina, who did not seemed convinced at its popularity despite me stressing over and over again that it had been the champion of the animage awards, beating GUNDAM SEED in every category of awards (to my bro and everyone out there: ROBOTS ARE BAD).

"YII... bu hao kan de [referring to artstyle]," said the ignorant regina, then directing me a the shelf with the latest issue of THE PRINCE OF TENNIS, where i casually said "YII!! NA LI HAO KAN!! [referring to artstyle]" and received a kick and punch from her. how unfair can you get.

as if that was not enough, after unsuccessfully trying to outsmart the crowd at city hall by alighting at RAFFLES PLACE, which sent us to TANJONG PAGAR instead, we had to alight and take another train, with our legs sad, weary, and on the verge of breaking any moment, and finally arriving at the destination BEDOK, where i bade farewell and headed for the COMIC SHOP that took two levels to climb (as if my legs hasn't had enough PE) and discovered the MANTEI LOKI RAGNAROK manga once again.

after reading the price tag which read "$4.50", i bought issues 1 and 2 at a go, all the time thinking that i had got myself a bargain and was laughing to myself like a sick idiot as i paid the money at the counter. upon closer inspection on my way home on the bus (WHICH CERTAINLY TOOK ITS TIME TO ARRIVE), i found that the comics had no PUBLISHER LOGO at all and it was abnormally thin and 'clean' (meaning the sides of the pages of the book were PURE white). i was appalled at my stupidity when my brother finally came to the conclusion that the book was from malaysia and was not worth $4.50 for a book (despite the fact, he is still happily reading it right now, commenting on how accurately it follows the mythology and blah).

thinking that my tribulations were over, i happily knocked the door, anticipating a very cozy and comfortable environment where i could just kick off my shoes and lie on the bed till the next morning, but was instead greeted by my grim-faced aunt who, seconds after i had stepped into the house, yelled at my innocent cousin who was just sitting on the couch and pleading her to move away so he could have a better view of his favourite TV show, ROCKMAN EXE (which is one of my favourites as well).

sensing that the situation was not right, i picked out my clothes from the drawer and tried to walk as normally as possible to the bathway (i was actually trying to run to it at a 100m-dash speed) for sanctuary. upon closing the bathroom door, i sat on the toilet bowl, speculating the cause for such an outburst, when another scream directed at the indonesian maid sounded through and house and RESOUNDED in the bathroom as if i had the DOLBY SURROUND SYSTEM installed in it.

the only thing that made my day better was probably the 3 w-inds. cards that i bought at the Heeren, carefully picked out by the critical juliana and regina, who insisted on suggesting that the only thing nice about keita was his hair (she, of course, received several pokes and saliva from me after that).

another thing noticeable was our photo-taking session, where we had to fork out $3 EACH to take. firmly believing in my capability at decorating the photos, i shamelessly took over the controls and found out today that i am a SLOW TORTOISE who is not capable of handling any decorative materials (this is, of course, 'aided' by 'encouragement' from regina and juliana).

right now, my mother has came back and is now yelling at the indonesian maid (yet again--sigh) at a volume so loud that she seems to be shouting right into my ear. it is only now that i realized that my tribulations for today are FAR from over and that i should just grab my pillow and sleep right away.

however, i am extremely tempted (as well as hurried by the merciless time which spells "SCHOOL-REOPENING [THE END] IS NEAR", to print out more pictures for my file, for which i am attempting to revamp and change it into a file with EVEN MORE pictures (bwahahahaa) so that it would be more 'appropriate' for the new term. therefore, i shall stick to the computer and look for more pictures (WHICH IS NOT AN EASY TASK), while subjecting my ears to the risk of being eternally out-of-order. and i shall settle down to finish my FINAL piece of holiday assignment, which is the most dreaded and feared--- SOCIAL STUDIES ESSAY QUESTION.

anyway, i am currenlt rather interested with the series of MANTEI LOKI RAGNAROK, although it's a little too creepy for my taste. did a little research on the mythology as well.

Ragnarok

Loki

an i have also received the horrifying news that england has lost the qualifying match... against PORTUGAL... in a penalty kick-off... all because of BECKHAM...

*mourning*

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。

Thursday, June 24, 2004

2:23 PM

currently listening to: Kimi Sae Ireba [Chuukan Ichiban]

went to the temple with my mum, bro and grandmother today. had a go at shaking the can with lots of sticks in it(wat is it called??) too! i tried four times before i finally got a lot. phew~ my hands hurt. i almost spilled all the sticks out too *embarrassed*. then i had the lot which said something about a scholar going for the imperial exam and coming back as the top scholar or something.

i hope that its going to be true anyway. *grinz**happy happy*

and it was really funny that my brother had the lot that said something about a jade being buried in a pile of *shit*. had no idea whether he's the jade, or that his future's the jade. it says 'only a skillful person can retrieve it'. wonder who it's referring too.

and my grandmother had a bad lot. she's rather worried about it, and keeps saying that my grandfather's gonna come for her or something. she really shouldn't think this way. i don't wanna experience another period of having the hospital as my second home.

Sigh.

yeah, so i went to the temple today. not sure as to whether i should believe in such things or not but hey, what's to lose?

and i have a stomachache right now... still gonna watch 'Around the World in 80 Days' later on. my bro's a fan of Jackie Chan, so every Jackie Chan movie is considered a family show. hehehe.. but i rarely watch movies with my family anyway, so better grab hold of what opportunities i have.

going for the movie... see ya~~

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。

Wednesday, June 23, 2004

5:31 PM

I JUST HAVE TO PUT THIS UP!! *wahahaha*


Chiba Ryohei


your w-inds bf
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i would have been happier if i got KEITA *eyes sparkle*...

so i shall put up keita's just for MY SAKE. *wahahahahaha*


Tachibana Keita


your w-inds bf
brought to you by Quizilla

hahahahahaha! (keita-fangirl mode: switch on)


You are Long Road! w-inds.' 10th and so far latest
single in which has a completely new concept in
their song! You are on a journey to find your
true self! Brand new image too! heee ^_^v

LONG ROAD!!! nice song!!! wooooooohoooooo~~~~~
nakusu mono sae, nani mo nai kara~~~~!!


W-inds.:You are W-inds. The popular group,
energetic and humorous! You are the Nice and
Unique kind, who is very adorable and very
special! NOW that's awsome! 'cause you know
that people around you think you are Special
and Lovable!


Which Cute(Kawaii) Band Are You?
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woohoo~~~~ w-inds. no. 1!!!


Keita


Which W-inds. Member Are You?
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yaho0o0o0o0o0o~~~ keita no.1! keita no.1! keita no.1! keita no.1!... *chanting away*


Ryohei is your super lover ^_^


Which w-inds. member is your SUPER LOVER?
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err... not true. not a single 'dancing bone' in my body.


What color are you? (Anime Pictures)
brought to you by Quizilla

err.. ok i know there's no link. just came across this while looking for w-inds. quizzes.
orAnge~*sparkles*

and just to add.... my computer broke down again. "most serious case since 911," says the expert, Seow. SIGH. that's how i am-- me and my virus-prone computer.

maybe they should just hire me to test for new computer viruses, since i can just make the computer suffer from any kind of virus as long as i am sitting in front of it. $1000 for a new virus detected by me.. WAHAHAHA--- rich girl~~~

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。

2:49 PM

currently listening to: Ready Steady Go [Fullmetal Alchemist]

yeah that's right. i can't believe i slept till 2pm in the afternoon. usually i would take only 12 hours to wake up automatically from my sleep (that's the extreme) but i took 2 WHOLE HOURS more today. yeah, i must be getting old. *checks hair for signs of white*

anyway, i forgot to mention that i bought 3 issues of JUNON the day before yesterday. 3 ISSUES~~! had a feat reading all of them in a day. there's one issue about a date with each member of w-inds. or something and keita said he wants to go to an amusement park.

MY SENTIMENTS EXACTLY.

not that i am thinking of a date with him (impossible) but considering the same question about the venue for a date, going to the amusement park would be so much fulfilling than others, isn't it?

imagine going to the beach, or to the cinemas, or maybe even the shopping mall. personally, i feel that the beach is someplace for FRIENDS to go together. i don't know why but its just a little funny that you would want to choose the beach as the venue for a date. what would you talk about for the whole day? what can you do there? isn't it gonna be a little boring going there with your date. for friends, however, especially friends like mine, the beach is the greatest place that i can think of going for a gathering. however, due to the fact that we've been there lots of times, i think we should get another place for a gathering (meaning class gatherings etc). not that i am sick of the place, it's ok for a small group of friends to go there frequently, but to go there with a class of friends, for example, for every single class gathering, doesn't seem like a good idea though.

same goes for cinemas and shopping malls. cinemas are ok once a in while but don't tell me you'll spend every single date in the cinema? the shopping mall. ARGH. spare me. it's either you looking at him shopping for things, or he looking at you shopping for things. a little self-centred, in a way, but it's still ok once in a while (and i mean once in a while only) though.

so the conclusion comes down to the amusement park! a place where you can have fun, different kinds of fun, all day long. you don't have much chance of suppressing your feelings too. imagine a ride on a roller coaster. are you gonna scream your lungs out like you should, or are you gonna keep so quiet in order to maintain the demure impression of you in him? that would be TORTURE, and you probably won't think of that when you are practically screaming for your life on the roller coaster. so both can show the innermost feelings, tell the other exactly what kind of person you are, and not hide anything from each other. something like that, if you can get what i am trying to say. plus it's FUN~!

yeah, so if i ever go on a date, it would be the amusement park for me. pathetically, in my small country known as singapore, the only 'amusement park' we have is about twice the size of my school ONLY (since the last time i went there anyway). no chance. there's a new attraction though. WILD WILD WET. i suppose it should be fine. but considering the fact that everyone who went there came back with a sunburn....

hmm..

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。

Tuesday, June 22, 2004

12:33 PM

currenly listening to: Fly me to the moon [megumi hayashibara]

4 more hours to another session of digusting tuition with EMILY.

sigh. i am just SOO SAD. and this time it's gonna be till 7pm in the evening too.

anyway, that aside. i have just put up a link to my friend, xinwei (aka pigster, abooone), who has this really funny blog. she's gonna change her blog design into a prince williams one too, with much help from our friend judy (aka xiao-ai-zi, which means 'shortie', xiao-du-zi, which means 'little stomach'-- wahahaha). i suppose it will be a really really nice blog then, with all the prince williams pictures hanging around. must visit her blog frequently!!

i shall be linking some more blogs of my other friends too. soon.

and currently i am listening to 'fly to the moon' by MEGUMI HAYASHIBARA. can u believe megumi singin this song? somehow, it doesn't sound quite right, maybe because i had listened to the original before. not used to megumi's voice being so.. err... soft.

didn't recognise her voice at first, which is normal because she is such a great seiyuu with a many-changing voice, each that is unique in its own special way. my favourite seiyuu of all time. love her normal voice (the one as lina inverse or saotome ranma female), it's so nice that i won't ever get tired of listening to the same song over and over again. taking this opportunity, a song recommendation from me:Give a Reason [Slayers Next, Megumi Hayashibara!!] an upbeat song made even appealing by megumi's great voice. must download!!

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。

Monday, June 21, 2004

11:09 AM

currently listening to: Kaze [aya 'something']

i read fullmetal alchemist yesterday~~

sometimes i am just so disgusted by the fact that scientist would actually carry out experiments on living human bodies. this is just so revolting. i can't imagine a person hanging around on earth, supposdly a human, yet not a human at all. if you know what i mean.

scientists in the series actually tried to combine animals with humans. the end result?? *a h e m *

then they would just DISCARD those failed LIVING 'guinea pigs', and leave them to rot, despair over their bodies and die.

i can't imagine how disgusting such a human would look, and how he will feel after having such things done to his body. but all goes down to those stupid idiotic scientists.

ok, maybe i am a little 'hyper' about this but what i HATE most is seeing people trying to reform the human body. it happens in the anime and manga world rather frequently and, even though i know they are not real, i still feel so disgusted and really pity those who were reformed. imagine if they were for real?? i would vomit blood in the 'merlion style' and think of commiting suicide next to spare myself from living in such a disgusting world.

luckily, it doesn't happen in the real world....

does it?

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。

Sunday, June 20, 2004

10:37 PM

currently listening to: Futari ga Futari de [w-inds.]

i just downloaded two 'kirei da' lives and i can't decide which one i like best!

the first one, a CDTV Live, has keita wearing a sleeveless shirt.

A SLEEVELESS SHIRT!!

how many times in a hundred years can you ever get a chance to see keita in a sleeveless shirt? that would be equivalent to meeting George Bush on your way home from school [fine i know it's lame * d e p r e s s e d * ].

something doesn't seem quite right though... i know its rare to see him dress like that but... he looks a little... erm, oversized.

nah. it's my imagination. KEITA IS THE BEST!!!!

hOweVEr, the second one, a Popjam Live, is way way way cool. keita, as usual, was wearing a long sleeved shirt but... aw, i don't know but he looks so cool! and i especially like it when the cofetti went "POOF" at the appropriate time. that was sensational.

something tells me that i like the second one better. it's way cooler and keita looked exceptionally good in that. yeah, i have decided. the second one's the best!

oh and i have just come to the horrifying realisation that i have yet to download their new single "kirei da" and "futari ga futari de".

I can't believe myself!! must've been too caught up marvelling at the "kirei da" PV that a hypnotised myself into thinking that i had the mp3s. * s e a r c h i n g h i g h a n d l o w *

'futari ga futari de''s rather nice. soft, slow, and sweet. a little different to what w-inds. usually sing but it's a nice song all the same.

ALL SONGS FROM w-inds. ARE NICE ANYWAY!!! (watcha waiting for?? go download them!!)

ok, enough of w-inds.. i went to visit grandfather today. it was a little sad because many of us still can't get over his death. something funny was that both my mother and my aunt dreamt of him the previous night! you know chinese have a belief that whenever the ones who have went on wants something, he or she would appear in their family's dreams or something. and this trip was preplanned a few days ago so it was kinda "dunno what's the word" when it happened. but all of us were very happy because we hadn't had a dream from him for ages.~~

oh and we visited him today because it's father's day today. speaking of father's day, i never really did much for my father today, as usual. i was wondering, is there something wrong with me or.. ? i just can't bring myself to say heartwarming things to my family. feels kinda awkward but i guess all's in the heart.

hehe ^ ^.. an excuse. but hey! gimme a chance! i'll try to do something about it.

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。

Saturday, June 19, 2004

6:26 PM

currently listening to: Oh Yes! [Beyblade G Revolution]

yay! i finally got off from emily!! for today at least. shall be seeing her this coming tuesday, which is about 3 days from now.

did i just say 3 days?? god, give me more time!!

anyway, currently i am over the moon because tuition is over. wasting my time here for about 2 hours before i get down to doing my assignment. sigh.

hopefully i can pull myself away from the computer 2 hours later.

JUST HOPEFULLY.

so, here i am taking quizzes, trying to waste my time away~~



theOtaku.com: What Sonic Hero Are You?

ARGH!! i wanted TAILS!! where is my TAILS-SAMA!!!




theOtaku.com: What CLAMP School Detective Are You?

woohoo~! not that i LIKE the series, but i stand help noticing how good nokoru looked in the the Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle. AH!!! SHUAI GE~~~~!



What Finding Nemo Character are You?
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marlin's not that bad but..... hey! where's my Crush, dude?!




theOtaku.com: Who's Your Anime Boyfriend?

~ * b l u s h e s * ~




theOtaku.com: What Anime Stereotype Are You?

err.. is that true?? *worrying*



Meredy


What Tales of Eternia Character Are You?
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melody is... not so bad...






Take the Spirit Quiz and visit Castle Diqueria.

i don't know what to say.



What's Your Outlook on Life?
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i like the picture~~ ^^



You represent... happiness.
Boy, are you full of cheer or what...? You have a
sunny disposition and enjoy trying to spread
your happiness. You have a tendency to be a
little hyper, but you have the ability to make
your own fun no matter what.


What feeling do you represent?
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i wonder who yukirin is... *deep in thought*. great artwork ^^



Gold! You have golden eyes. You tend to be quite
distant, and may come off as depressed. In
truth, you are, but once people get to know
you, a smile or a laugh breaks through your
emotion barrier every now and then!


What Color Are Your Anime Eyes?
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golden eyes.. -_-".. *visualising*~


ok that shall be all. hey! it's only been 2 hours! i can't believe it!!! woohoo~~ RECORD!! *flips around shouting and laughing to herself*~

anyway, sometimes, i just wonder where they get the nice pictures from. **envy-ing** oh and, the CG artist Yukirin draws SO well!! it's hard to get her drawings though. i particularly like the purple one with Azure playing the flute. looks so cool and the flute... the FLUTE!!! AHH~~~ ^^ * f a i n t s *

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。

12:56 AM

currently listening to: Do you Remember Love? [Macross]

i finally finally FINALLY figured out a way to upload my images!!!

you see, other than being an insect magnet and a sunlight magnet, i am a "computer mishaps" magnet as well. whatever i try to do with the computer, it always screws up (my computer has broken 8 times in 2 years). for example i tried geocities, tripod, fortunecity etc. to upload the images but it couldn't turn out right. i just can't get it.

anyway, that's precisely the reason i'm so happy today. i managed to get my images upload through uploadyourimages.com. pretty easy to do it. ^^

suscribed to lots of fanlistings today too. got so absorbed that i am still sitting here typing away at 0100 in the morning. haha...

couldn't get much much done today. there's just something with my concentration span nowadays. i promise i am going to finish at least one assignment tomorrow (wow, WHAT an achievement). school's around the corner and i'm getting really nervous about my unfinished assignments. sigh.

oh, there's tuition tomorrow, no i mean later. this is so stupid. i just so HATE emily and wish that i can just stuff my shoe into her mouth and kick her out of the house. i have never met such an irritating tuition teacher before. can you imagine someone who tries to attack you verbally all the time through the 2 hour tuition session and hangs around in YOUR house after that, sipping a cup of coffee that she ORDERED not to have milk added to, and splashing her saliva all over your family as she goes on for an hour about what happened to her at god-knows-where, as if we are all SO interested in what she is going to say??

fine, i admit it has something to do with her calling me arrogant in front of everybody. but that's only an itty bitty part of this whole complaint.

HEY, I SWEAR!

i just can't stand it when people insult me for no reason like that. she claims that i'm arrogant just because i seem cold to her and i admit there must have been something about my face but after only 2 sessions, how warm do you want to to treat her?? slap her on the back and say "HEY EMILY! HOW"S YA DOING!?"?

i would probably just get a slap back.

there's just one thing: I DON'T LIKE HER!!!

sigh. i am off to sleep before i faint right in front of the computer. not too bad an idea since i can get to skip tuition this way but on second thought, i favour my beauty sleep.

oh, my brother says he had booked Fullmetal Alchemist Book 6 already!! can't wait~~~

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。

Thursday, June 17, 2004

7:54 PM

currently listening to: Kesenai Tsumi [Fullmetal Alchemist]

ok here goes.

my very first post on a blog! i am sure i won't update this blog much, considering the workload i have this year being an 'O' level student, but it's nice to have a blog somehow.

fine i admit i was tempted into setting up a blog. i just get so amazed at how pretty some blogs are and was thinking whether i could do the same thing..

pretty lame reason for a blog, isnt it?

but in any case, this blog is here to stay until i manage to figure out how those people manage to make their blog look so fantastic.

considering the fact that i am a true blue computer idiot, i have to learn the basics before i can move on to building such a blog. maybe i could speed up though, with the help from some friends~ ^^

Note* this might take 10 years. ^^

i wish someone can just put me through a one day course where i can learn everything and anything there is to learn about building nice blogs. (sounds too good to be true though)

ok i shouldnt be hoping for too much. until i get a better idea as to how to get around fixing my blog, tata~~~

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。